Monday, April 24, 2006

Depressed and Bored

I'm bored so I'll fill out these questions I found on the internet.

1. What is your full name? - Meghan.

2. Where and when were you born? - April 11th, 1986. Birmingham, Alabama.

3. Who are/were your parents? - Miriam and John

4. Do you have any siblings? - What are/were they like? One half brother Shawn. I never see him. He is nice though.

5. Where do you live now, and with whom? - Describe the place and the person/people. A dorm room. I live with a really happy girl who sings too much.

6. What is your occupation? - Full time student.

7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks. - White, 6'1, red hair, blue eyes, punk dress, scars on my left wrist and on my right arm and a light one on my forehead.

8. To which social class do you belong? - Middle class

9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? - Allergic to antihistamines, sofa dust, dogs, and sycamore trees.

10. Are you right- or left-handed? - Right handed, duh.

11. What does your voice sound like? Much like a whiny, annoying man's voice.

12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? - Fuck, have fun, bitch.

13. What do you have in your pockets? - Nothing.

14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? - I pick at my hair.

15. How would you describe your childhood in general? A normal one.

16. What is your earliest memory? Eating at my preschool teachers house.

17. How much schooling have you had? I am in college now.

18. Did you enjoy school? No.

19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? - I'm not sure where.

20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. - No.

21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? - Just very well with my mom and her parents.

22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? - I don't know.

23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? - Reading and building forts in my living room, and playing with bugs and animals.

24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? - I was a smart ass.

25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? - I was not at all popular.

26. When and with whom was your first kiss? - Jeff Milwee in the first grade.

27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? - Yes.

28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. Stupid fucking question.

29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

30. Who has had the most influence on you? My mom I guess.

31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Not killing anyone.

32. What is your greatest regret? - Not killing myself in the seventh grade.

33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? I don't know, I've done some pretty bad stuff.

34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? - No.

35. When was the time you were the most frightened? I do not become frightened.

36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? I don't know.

37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? The past makes us who we are.

38. What is your best memory? I don't know.

39. What is your worst memory? My life.

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? - Pessimistic.

41. What is your greatest fear? - Trying to kill myself and living.

42. What are your religious views? - I am a Buddhist.

43. What are your political views? - Impeach them all.

44. What are your views on sex? - Don't do it.

45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? - Of course. I find no qualms with killing in any way.

46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Hurt animals.

47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? - Ask again later.

48. What do you believe makes a successful life? Money money money money money...

49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? - I am never honest.

50. Do you have any biases or prejudices? - I HATE mexicans, and black people bug me.

51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? - Kill an animal. It is wrong.

52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? -Shi Shi, Marilyn Manson.

53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?

54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?

56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.

57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.

58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

59. What do you look for in a potential lover?

60. How close are you to your family?

61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? - No. I do not trust anyone.

64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? - My mom, and Shi Shi.

65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? - My parents for having me.

66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? - I will argue with anyone.

67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? - No, only in academic situations.

68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? - Yes because I tend to blend in to large crowds easily.

69. Do you care what others think of you? - No I do not because I do not think much of them.

70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? - Coloring, going on the computer, and watching movies.

71. What is your most treasured possession? - My E.T. doll, and a stuffed dog Shi Shi gave me, and a drumhead that was signed by Marilyn Manson.

72. What is your favorite color? - Blue.

73. What is your favorite food? - I do not eat well right now, maybe cake.

74. What, if anything, do you like to read? - I like horror novels and philosophy.

75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? -Foreign films, concerts, plays, and some outdoor activites.

76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? - I do not, but when I turn twenty one watch out.

77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? - By myself.

78. What makes you laugh? - Seeing someone get hurt.

79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? - Nothing shocks me.

80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? - I do have insomia, but I do not amuse myself.

81. How do you deal with stress? - I throw up.

82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? - I plan to be spontaneous tomorrow.

83. What are your pet peeves? - People.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Bored Bored Bored

My birthday was on the eleventh, so I got a few presents, plus a game I had been wanting for a while. Life still sucks. Oh well, maybe I'll kill myself one day.





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Monday, April 03, 2006

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I haven't felt like logging in lately because of depression, but I'm bored so here I am. Here are some new quiz results.







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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Bored and Depressed

I did not go to bed last night until 7:30, and today I slept until 7:31. That's probably the second time in my life that I have slept for tweleve hours. I missed my medication, and if I don't take it on time I become more depressed than usual. Once again, I'm going home tomorrow so I can get away from that dumb bitch Caroline. I'm bored and I don't feel like typins, so here are some quizzes.


What Flavour Are You? Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.


I am bitter and twisted. Expect from me acerbic humour and sharp commentary. While I may seem nasty at first, I'm actually quite good company if I like you, so long as you don't mind a bit of cutting to the chase. What Flavour Are You?


Flavors I also taste like:


What Flavour Are You? I taste of Death.I taste of Death.


Doesn't everyone want a taste of death? Well they should. Most people deserve death. Keep away from me unless you think you're better than that. I probably won't like you. What Flavour Are You?



What Flavour Are You? I taste like Menthol.I taste like Menthol.


I am refreshingly different; some people don't appreciate that. My sharp honesty gets up some people's noses, while others really enjoy it. I am something of an acquired taste. What Flavour Are You?

Monday, February 27, 2006

Freak Out

My parents came to visit me on Saturday at school, but I've been under so much stress and I missed my mom so much that I couldn't stay there. It's Monday now, and I am not going back until tonight, which I do not want to do. But I have a midterm tomorrow so I have to go back. My mom is taking me to the doctor so I can get an excuse note for my teachers. Just sick in the head, not physically ill. I got a lot of good things to eat and drink, and I bought four movies to watch. Three I bought at Best Buy, and one is from Cracker Barrel: R-Point, Underdog (the old cartoon), Pulse, and Fudoh. I may watch some today, but I have to study. Grades have been ok so far, except for English. I took a quiz online and it said I was an English genius. WTF!? Wish my teacher could see that. ^_^ Here are the results for some other quizzes I took. Have fun guys.






Smartass
You are 57% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 71% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.
You are the Smartass! You are rational, extroverted, brutal, and arrogant. You probably consider people who are emotional and gentle to be big pussies who are obviously in lesser stature than you. You have many flaws, despite your seeming intelligence and cool-headedness. For instance, you aren't very nice. In fact, you're probably an asshole. And you are conceited and self-centered. Not only that, but you are very loud and vocal about all this, seeing as how you are extroverted. There is no better way to describe you than as a "smartass", I'm afraid. Perhaps just "ass" would do, too. But that's a little less literary and descriptive. At any rate, your main personality defect is the fact that you are self-centered, mean, uncaring, and brutally logical.


To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.

4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.


Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Emo Kid.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Capitalist Pig, the Braggart, and the Sociopath.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.








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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

More Quizzes

More quizzes cause I am fucking bored and I eat too much.

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

Unipolar Depression

100%

Eating Disorders

100%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

67%

Borderline Personality Disorder

67%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

33%

Schizophrenia

0%

Which mental disorder do you have?
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You scored as Anarchism. <'Imunimaginative's Deviantart Page'>

Socialist

100%

Anarchism

100%

Communism

67%

Democrat

33%

Republican

33%

Nazi

33%

Fascism

33%

Green

33%

What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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You scored as Sawyer. You're Sawyer! You've been wronged in the past and you put all your energy towards revenge, but revenge has made you somebody you don't want to be. You take things that aren't yours, but will usually give them up if somebody wants something.

Sawyer

75%

Shannon

56%

Kate

44%

Hurley

31%

Boone

25%

Locke

25%

Jin

25%

Jack

25%

Sayid

25%

Charlie

0%

Claire

0%

Sun

0%

Michael

0%

Who is your "Lost" alter ego?
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I'm So Stupid

I took an eating disorder quiz online even though I already have an eating disorder. I scored 41. It says my BMI index is 0.0. That's wrong, I am quite flabby. :( I will have to work on it some more. For those of you who are curious, I am 6'1 and I weigh 158.5 pounds. And I now have a few syptoms of schizophrenia. I really need to stop taking these tests.

Monday, February 20, 2006

Nap Time!!!

I took two naps today. I felt like a lazy bum. My English teacher did not show up for class, so that was a bonus. I can't stand her. I looked up airfare to China today. It's $841 for a two way trip from Birmingham to Beijing. Not bad considering my stepdad thought it would be at least $3000. I've been really depressed for the last couple of days, and I have had really vivid nightmares every night but that's okay because my rents are coming to visit this saturday. I'm hoping I can go over to my bf's house, and I can cook him dinner. I don't want to eat here cause I love my roomate, but it's very hard to make out with another person in the room. Unless she wanted to join in. Hee hee, just kidding. Well, here are some more quizzes I took cause I got bored. Enjoy them.


You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a

sense for the different and challenging, Walt

Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and

rhyme is just what the doctor ordered. You're

quick to write something that the rest of the

world doesn't accept as poetry, quick to

separate yourself from the average joe. An

author with a true sense of self, you have

confidence in your abilities and aren't

afraid to show it. :) GO YOU!


What's YOUR Writing Style?
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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.


Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie"

You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone.
A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people

Your flirting style: 100% natural

What turns you off: serious relationship talks

Why you're hot: you're totally addicting


You Are A Vengeful Ex

You didn't angry or hurt when things ended with your ex...
You just calmly decided that you would get even.
And while you pretend things are cool, your ex better watch out!


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You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.


Niceness purity test: 83.0% nice corrupt - Evil... You have very little concern for whether people like you or not. That can be a good thing, but it probably is not in your case. I assume you don't feel great about yourself if you have to take your frustration out on others. Because if you are this mean, you must care enough about these things to spend your own energy hating them. Just think about that.

Child abuse purity test: 77.0% trauma corrupt






What Type of Villain are You?

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