Went Home

I went home for the weekend to get away from my ex best friend/suitmate, who is being a total bitch. I swear everyone stabs me in the back sooner or later. I have lost way too many friends. Makes me wonder just what in the fuck is wrong with me. Oh well, at least I have Shi Shi. For now. It's not that I doubt his love, it's just that I am a HUGE pessimist. On our first date he said, "Close your eyes. I have a suprise for you." I did as he said, but the thought I had was, "Is he going to shoot me in the back of the head?" I shit you not. That's how bad I am. My mother says it's no wonder with the way I have always been treated by people. I just don't know. I only know that I HATE people. I have three exams within the next two weeks to study for as well. Hooray. :( I hope I do very well. On my last History exam I made an 88, which is not that bad. I'm sick of bitching and moaning, so here on some kool things I found online. Have fun checking them out.